Eyebrows 101!

Hello ladies and gentlemen! Eva is here again with her genius babbling! And now I shall share with all of you what seems to be trending among girls/ladies/women nowadays..... EYEBROWS! Let's start with our journey, shall we?

Every girls dream of having a pair of perfect eyebrows... But I guess not everyone can do it right!

I guess she measured those precious pairs by using her geometric ruler.

Eyebrows or eyebrNO?

Yeah..... No.

The inventor or Nike sign perhaps?

If you want to wear this on Halloween, then maybe it's okay. Wedding? The groom will say "Ain't nobody got time for that!" and he will run away, sister. He will run as far as he can.

 

Well, it's not nice to make fun of people... But really, sometimes we just have to be happy and be confident with ourselves but  we must know our limit! Have a good day everyone! Short entry yeah, but if anything, please leave a comment!

Hello again, earthlings! Finally, after over a year.....




First of all, how are everyone? I've been silent for over a year, well, mainly because.... I had a lot of things to do. Now that I'm unemployed, I have plenty of time to update my blog, etc...


Okay, I have lots of catching up to do. I have completed my diploma after 3 years! Yaaaaay. Recently graduated, on December 2014, which is last year and now I'm thinking to further for my Degree. But not in UiTM anymore, no. I'm planning on pursuing my education somewhere else... UNIMAS and UMS are my main choices. So, I'll have to wait for another 6 months or so?


My CGPA is over 3.0 (merely got above 3.0 tho) but yaay! After the epic failure I made during my matrics days... Well, the past is past. I got my diploma now at hand and now Degree to go! I'm late few years tho. But it's okay, what matters the most is the journey!


And yeap, I am so unemployed now. I need a job! I've been applying jobs here and there, but good God, they sure are picky. With the experiences I had in the past, it's still not enough? Well, most of the people nowadays will say "Belum rezeki/tuah kau" or if I translate the sentence in English, it means "It's not your luck, yet" but I can't help but to complain. Well, complaining is in human nature, so yeah. In the nutshell, I need a job.


Romance life... After the relationship I had two years ago ended, I don't think relationship is for me... I'm better off single. Well, at least for now. I have other priorities and besides, I think I'm gonna end up forever alone anyway (lol). It's quite hard to let go of things, precious things, and it's hard to find the same, exact feeling again with other people.






Well, that's it for my latest entry folks. Sorry for all the ranting tho, can't help but to rant (as always) and have a nice day!

The Beginning Of Was

This new entry is nothing much actually. I've been trying to search for quite interesting titles for this new entry but yes, this is what I got. Actually, I read a book few months ago and the title is "The Beginning Of Was". Let me tell you awesome people in advance that this is not a plagiarism, no. "The Beginning Of Was" unfold a story about a mother's suffering towards her lost of her husband and her only child and daughter. Basically I think that her story is touching and made me realize how fragile we are as a normal human being.

I've been through a lot recently. A lot of terrible things. Though I know that most of it was my own fault, I asked God why all these terrible things happened to me. He must have wanted to teach me something.

I am a girl with weaknesses and flaws. Most of the time, I let my weaknesses controls me. My temper and impatience, selfishness and everything. I guess this broken heart is what I get as a reward. I don't care how my writing skills looks like now, or my spelling. I am sure you people get the idea.

Maybe you think this is getting too personal. I think it's wrong too. I am just sharing some of my thoughts. Don't ever start a relationship if you think you're not ready. Think twice. You might hurt other people.

I'm not bias right now. I'm just stating my real and honest opinion about what we call relationship, I mean love relationship. A real one. I know what is called destined love, but without efforts, how can we ever achieve that? I don't believe we will gain something without efforts. Sometimes, human use excuses like "I think this is not for me." or "Maybe this is not it." without even trying his/her best. How can you know when you don't have the patience and the efforts you put on something are not the same as the other person nor the same as the efforts you put when you started everything? Think and relate. Think and think again.

And yes, even though I said all these in this lame entry, I know I couldn't do anything. Some people might read this and laugh at how stubborn I am for not moving on, just go on and laugh. I've been hurt enough, so I don't know how it feels like to be hurt again. Especially by people with judging minds.

And you. Yes, you. I just thought you are the one.

What Do You Do?

What do you do?

Especially when you found your brother or sister is in trouble? Or when you found your friend or someone you love is in trouble? Answer sincerely, keep it in your heart and make a promise to never leave them alone and help with all your might.

Especially when the one you love walked away from you and never looked back or turned back for you? Answer it sincerely, keep it in your heart and make a promise that you will survive and find someone else that can make you happier than you ever feel with him or her.

Especially when someone you love left everyone him or her loved and went to a better place? Answer it sincerely, keep it your heart and make a promise that you will always for him or her and never forget your memories together.

Especially when you suffered an enormous breakdown in your life? Answer it sincerely, keep it in your heart and pray for a better day. Work it out even from the beginning.

Especially when you had a huge fight with someone you love? Answer it sincerely, keep it in your heart, and if you do love him or her, make a promise that you will never let him or her go no matter how hard the situations are. Just fight for your love. And make it survive until the end of both of your life with an happy ending.

Especially when your expectations are not fulfilled by yourself or someone else that you expect to fulfill the expectations? Answer it sincerely, keep it to your heart and make a promise that you will never expect too much. Be grateful for what you have in your life now.

Especially when you know tomorrow is your last day on this beautiful Earth? Answer it sincerely, keep it to your heart and make a promise that you will fulfill your promises while you still have the time. Do not regret anything in the past. 

-Move on from your memories with the people in the past that have left you alone. Carry on with your life now, for you know that you have that someone that will always be there for you because they love you, through your ups and downs, though sometimes they can disappoint you too. But still, no one is perfect. However, that is not an excuse, to not try your best in everything. Work everything out with all your might, with all your will and sincerity. Because why? You reap what you sow.-

#Have a good day, sweethearts!#

Eva's Life in Her Eyes

Life. Not many can define their life, because for them it is subjective. For me, it is too. Are you living a happy life or not so-happy life, it is a question that we slowly unfold as the time goes.


Happiness. Sometimes, people who care about me asks me this question. "Are you happy?" Yes, I am. Why? Because I have them. Them:  My family, friends and you-know-who. Am I always happy? No. There are certain things that can make me unhappy, but sometimes the way I handle and control my emotions is not appropriate, or more precisely, not acceptable? Sometimes, I hurt myself and people all around me. I mean, emotionally, not physically. Yes, I'm lack of some good personalities. Not to say that I'm entirely bad and mean to people, no, but sometimes I can be moody and my hormones are sometimes like asking me "Go find some troubles, Eva." And some people are annoyed by this, seriously. But, I am thankful for those who really tries to understand me and be with me even when I'm at my worst. That fact, seriously, has made me survive until this very day, knowing that there are some people out there who accepted me for who I really am, aside from my family.


Expectations. Always, I expect too much from people. And always, that expectations turned me down. But, I know that we should not expect to much from people, because they are not perfect. Because we are not perfect too. Sometimes, people can't give us what we want, so all we have to do is take it easy. Why? Because we may not be able to give people what they want too. Don't demand too much, don't care too much, don't expect too much. Sometimes, life and everything in it will give us the hard time. Like achieving success or getting someone you want to be with for the rest of your life? It is a long journey to achieve all that. Sometimes, by waiting, taking it slow, but still working hard for it will make it worth the pain and suffering that you've endured for some time. And why not live your life to the fullest at the same time?


God. Some of us believed in Him. Some of us are not. I am one of the believers, though I am not around much to talk to Him. And I need to improve this side of me. People seek Him whenever they are in pain, asking why does all the unfortunate things happened to them, which is not wrong. Maybe it will keep their faith and make it stronger everyday. But you know what we truly need to do? We have to trust in His plans for us, not doubting that every single plans that He has made for us is truly for our best. His plans are beautiful and who in this world can deny that fact? But you should know that sometimes, His plans are mysterious and it is our job to seek for the answers.


Here I am again. Typing these words, maybe reflecting on what should I do to improve where I'm lacking, or what should I not do to prevent the flaws be more worse than it is. All I can say is that I am one flawed girl, far from being perfect, to be a perfect daughter, to be a perfect friend, or even to be a perfect girlfriend. People will always say that they are not perfect. I am too. But all we have to do is to learn from our mistakes but keep on working our best in improving our relationship and in achieving success that we have always desired in our life. But you know what else we need to do? Live our life to the fullest. I may be not living in a castle, living a life of a princess', but I am grateful for everything that I have in this precious life of mine. I am not regretting anything, and I hope that everyone I know are not regretting anything for having or knowing me in their life. Once again, live to the fullest!

Cousins: Bisayan People Are Beautiful

Hello again, sweethearts. Well, now. I have partially fulfilled my promise to make an entry about my cousins, but unfortunately not all my cousins are included in this entry. I am very sorry for this inconvenience. Time is the main problem of this issue. However, I have managed to upload few pictures of my cousins here in my blog. Have fun!

Well, this beautiful lady here is one of my cousins. She is known with the name May Belle John and  she is recently  married. Congratulations, cousin! :)

This attractive young woman here is also one of my cousins. She is 21 years old this year and is known as Niening Tay but that is only her nickname. She has the height like a model and she is seriously tall. :)

This man  is Niening Tay's older brother. Actually they have another older brother but I can't upload his photo for some reasons I can't explain here. His nickname is Ejul/Ijul and now he is in KL working for music industry and theatres. 

This gorgeous and petite girl is Joycelyn Bunsuan and she loves photography very much! She's now taking her Degree in Civil Engineering in Unimas and does not plan to stop anywhere to grab her goals in life!

These three adorable kids are actually my cousins but with different parents. The two toddlers share the same parents. And their names are Malcolm and Mira, Malcom is the oldest one. The pretty girl's name next to them is Georgiana Joan and she's a shy person but really adorable.

Well, this adorable girl's name is Angela Liza Philip Tay and she's the same age as Georgina Joan. Unfortunately, I can't remember how old they are!

This model-like young woman is the last year's Ratu Babulang's winner and featured in Borneo Post due to her winning in the competition. She's 22 years old this year and her name is Addeline Michelle Philip Tay. She is the older sister of Angela Liza Philip Tay.

Anastasia Philip Tay is this beautiful girl's name. She is an understanding and charming person. She's 23 years old this year. She's the eldest among her siblings which are Angela and Addeline but they actually have another sister, the youngest. Well, this is it. Chiao, people! <3

Oh No, It's A Crazy Little Thing We Called Love.

Hello, everyone. Well, now. Here I am again with a new not-so-interesting topic. Love. How do you define love? Some maybe laugh at this entry because it may sound girl-ish and lame but who cares? I want everybody to enjoy this entry, be them girls or boys. And yeah, about the entry that I told you before, the “Cousins: Bisayan People Are Beautiful”, it is still under construction. Lots of stuffs to do and prepare.

Well. This is my definition of love. Sacrifices, commitments, and of course, honesty. Love is a unique thing itself. It holds great power where it affects relationships between strangers, friends, families and so on. Without love, who the hell can live in this beautiful cruel world? And of course you need money too, you can’t pay foods with a hug, right? Just saying.

For me, love is important. Well, of course the same goes for our studies, money, or etc. But love, which includes family, friends or “that person”, they are irreplaceable. You see, maybe sometimes we do have problems with these important people in our life, but throughout your ups and downs, they are still there for you though. They will accept you for who you are, embrace you whenever you’re in despair, support you whenever you needed a helping hand and be there for you even at your last breath. Accept it. Without them, who are you? Without them, you are alone.

I have involved in many relationships before, I mean, love relationships. Well, as you know, they didn’t make it, which is also why I am so thankful towards those men for letting me go because I am happy now. I’m happy with a new love, a great person indeed. I’m not bragging or whatever, and anything may happen in the future, but I just hope that the thing between the two of us will work out in the end. Who wouldn’t want a happy ending in their love relationship? Though sometimes I can be a total wreck and complicated, but yeah, sometimes that’s me. I am not flawless. But all I know is, I want the best and will try my very best to improve myself and move on from every stupid mistakes I have done in the past.

We have to consider things very precisely when it comes to serious relationships. Whether you can give full commitments to it or not, trust-which is an important part in a relationship, or whether you can endure everything, odds or not odds, obstacles or not obstacles, no matter where they came from, be them from people around you, or just from he or she that you love, will you be able to give in and work it all out until the end? Sometimes, you just have to test your partners whether or not they can give these to you, and the truth maybe hurtful sometimes, but you know what you have to do in order to be happy in the end. And so far, all I know that he is a patient man, with a loving heart, which I hope lasts forever. Though forever seems impossible because it is infinity, I still want that. Why? Well, people. This is what we call hope. Hope.

This is me writing non-stop which maybe have made some of you experience a severe boredom, but thank you for reading though. And girls, remember, the man that truly worth of you is the man that would not mind to sacrifice anything for you, just like what your father did to raise you. Boys, just be good. Anyway, that last part is a joke. Boys, no matter how complicated or wild the girl you love is, you know what you have to do? Tame her. More importantly, just love her and communicate well.

That’s all for my boring entry, people. Thanks for reading! XOXO.

With love,

-EVA-